Tuesday, August 20, 2013!
HandWritten on; 12:02 AM
HALF WAY THROUGH ABBOTT ROTATION
learning about pharma regulatory + sales and marketing is what ive always wanted to do. glad that i got this opportunity. life at abbott is getting busier these days with tighter deadlines and all, while we have to make sure we get our hospital work done at the same time, but i keep reminding myself to be grateful for this is really what i would prefer >>>> hospital work which i have to get back to in one and a half month's time. enjoying working life to the fullest right now, eating at hawker centres, having bb tea, meeting friends for lunch with no need to rush back to work, meeting friends after work cause there's nothing (nothing urgent) i have to read/mug for hospital. hmm. shld be contented and at the same time, get my positivity going for the rest of pre-reg.
keep feeling like time is flying past right now, when i dont have much to do as compared to clinicals. SUPER FRUSTRATED at the state of my freaking room but have no idea where to start clearing from, the thought of it is so damn tiring already... if i could i would rather pay $$ for a bunch of people to help me clear all these crap while i supervise their work. i really have no energy to go through all my things and end up keeping more than half of them, just arranged in a neater fashion which will go haywire once again in a matter of weeks. every night i stare at my room and i seriously just want to faint. ughhhhhhhhhhhh. ultra frustrated.
paying my tuition fee loan debt is taking its toll on me... made worse by the very pathetic pay (not so pathetic compared to last time but pathetic compared to other industries and ultra pathetic when you adjust for the amount of studying we do and shit we go through). hahaha. hope to get out of this vicious cycle caused by this one mistake asap. just realized my blog's ultra angsty lol. cant help it since its a place for me to vent my frustrations and im realizing that while ive always been an impatient person, this bad trait of me is being made worse as i grow up realizing that i have zero tolerance for inefficiency when things could be sped up. ok random but *rant over*.
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